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I figured out how to embed clips on the blog except the borders don't always look right but too lazy and uninterested in figuring it out. Title is just an homage to Susan Hayward -- saw clips of Valley of the Dolls yesterday. "The only hit that comes out of a Helen Lawson show comes from Helen Lawson and that's me!"

I can't wait to get my own laptop and place... okay the main reason for both is to view gay porno. Nothing more frustrating then watching "clean" porno clips on YouTube at the Mpls Central Library.

Still depressed and anxious about SSDI. I really don't think SocialSecurity will deny my DI because of my appeal and yet I kind of do. God I hate this disease. At least Psycho Boy will be gone in a little bit over a week... hopefully next roommate won't be so annoying or at least not play the radio. Christian Rock, Really?

Boy and Lipsync

Doesn't lipsync or move very well but who cares?

Boy and Cop

I don't think the boy is all that cute but I like the situation and his personality.

Boy and Mattress

This was on youtube under The Stupidest Gay Porn Plot but I think it is kinda funny. Why do some queens have no sense of the aburd?

Boy Obession

I want to pull his hair among other things...

It has been a while.

The only person who is going to read this blog is me so why such angst about the layout and title? Of course, secretly, I'm hoping someone will find it but since I can't find it what is the possibility of a stran ger finding the blog.

I'm feeling depressed and anxious and obsessive and tired. I went to see my CNP yesterday - she upped my rispirdone and switched my anxiety med to Buspar - I think I am going through withdraw from my old med. I have no clue why I'm feeling what I'm feeling - is it me or the meds? Is there a difference?